Narkri

Starting school yet again. OH BOY! first class has to be a morning class. full day of running here and there. Just burnt my fingers making chocolate covered almonds I better get used to it. Going back to Jewellery making the metal shiny burns off your finger prints I don't remember being this nervous going to college the first time. I'm going to be a part-time student. Just to get my classes then leave. I know it will go well I can feel it Then on with my life Not sure how I feel writing with a keyboard Normally I write Journals with pen and paper Just feels better somehow.

Today I smiled for Someone I thought I would never smile for again. He'll never know, and I thank god for that. I may not believe in a "god" and I'm fine. I know the truth. Mind you came it too late to fix anything, again fine with that I'm where I want to be. Living where I am. Going out to places. Working toward my goals I understand where he came from. Maybe not all of it, but most of it I just wish he told me himself. I'm waiting for the holidays FOOD. AND LOTS OF IT!!! best get my bake on!!! I still don't know what to do for my annual baskets for friends I know cookies... maybe even two cookies. (lol i'm funny) meh i still ha

Just killing time anyways. So I was looking over my old note book for my one class. I took art all thru high school so when someone says something Arty I know what they are talking about well I just took a class a few months ago that was the lowest known art possible I hardly went to that class. When I did, I wrote stuff in my book. So today I looked over it and I finished a short story in there. I become really happy when I finished. it reminded when I started to write. poems at first, then came short stories. needless to say I shall start writing again, plus other things Ok. I know I'm creepy. Hell, I even found someone else I